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PoEm By VeRtiGo GrRL:
easy is when you cant feel
its not caring or knowing whats real
happy is when you cant see
its wasting no time or energy
perfection is lobotomy---its the best thing you could do for me
break up all my thoughts
strip them from my bone
make me unaware
then leave me all alone
easy is when youre real dumb
its always indifferent, its painless and numb
happy is when you know nothing but lies
its feeding candy to hungry flies
perfection is lobotomy---a little gift from you to me
rip apart my feelings
lay them on the shelf
just ask the doctor
im in the best of health
easy is when you were never here
its never blurry and always clear
happy is when i forget your face
its a large blue button that says, erase
perfection is lobotomy---its the least that you could do for me
circle all my scars
cut them off my arm
save them for yourself
your bloody lucky charm
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"Girl Sickness"
Will you do me this favor and push it away
if it wont leave
then i can't stay
will you tell it please to let me eat
it's starving me
it's self defeat
she's angry and worn
she keeps on insisting
she thinks im not trying
she says im resisting
i want her to know that im barely existing
this is my life, see what you're missing?
i promise you, none of it's fake
it stops me from growing
it keeps me awake
its in my stomach, its like a brick
it keeps me quiet
but makes me sick
so cross your fingers when you say
God thank you for another day
im on my knees---watch me pray
don't let this last another day
-ashleigh livingston
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